Sunburn.........ouch

What an idiot! I managed to get sunburnt in London for gods sake when i didn't burn in the Dead Sea! how pathetic
My hardy skin has gotten too used to these soft places

So i sat in the park for most of the day and people watched, it's quite funny there were these two winos sitting on the bench some distance away and they kept shouting out random words every so often and hurling abuse to anyone they didn't like the look of.............hmmm i would love to do that...........just be, say, do anything without worrying what people would think.............how very liberating, well I suppose they were drunks so it probably didn't feel very liberating for them.

I indulged myself in a moment of self pity as i lay on the grass on my own, surrounded by couples, families, friends, then realised what a waste in thought and effort that was and tried to dismiss it but then kept having these questions pop into my head "am i ever going to not be on my own?" "why is it that I've never had a normal relationship" " is it me?" and oh my god the thought kept coming at me, bam bam bam- I felt totally exhausted, promptly fell asleep on the grass and here i am all sunburnt!
there's a lesson to be had from all of this.............don't waste energy on what you can't control

ok better go and find something cool to put on my knee.............does salad dressing work on sunburns?