just stuff

it's amazing what age will teach you.......at the tender age of 34 i am no longer afraid of dentist (well i still don't like them but will go gladly to get a problem looked at) My dentist taught me what the trick is to dealing with the fear, pay attention what i'm about to tell you is important it took me 33 years to learn..................keep your eyes open at all times. Trust me try it next time, don't scrunch up your face & close your eyes, just breath through your nose and keep your eyes open.

aghhhhh............why do unavailable men feel the need to text me or call me in the middle of the night when they're drunk? why is that ok? I mean Hello for god's sake you're involved with some one else just cause i talk to you and we have a laugh does not mean you get to call me up in the middle of the night and f*ck with my head! My life so does not need that right now.

I am NOT looking for that in my life, I'm looking for sooo much more than you can ever be so just don't mess up our friendship any more, ok??
Next time i see you i'm gonna talk to you about this and pull you up on it ..................god that's going to be a fun conversation! I can't wait!.............anyhow you should know better as you were the one that heard all about what S used to do to me with his nightly calls and how messed up that was..........nope not gonna put up with this , especially not from you I love you man as a friend, a very good friend but that's it!

ok so what does one who has been single for a very, a very very, very long time do when they are feeling frisky?? any thoughts???.........
Aghhhhh!!!!
ok enough i'm going to go read my book (oh what an exciting life i lead)